i made two resolutions that concern my quality of life just this afternoon. the first one involves an old habit i stopped following some time back due to the lack of determination and time. yes, it's back to the gym! oouhh, my right lung kinda hurts. the second resolution is quite a strange one. you see, the matter at hand would never have crossed my mind; i'll explain. my coxter boyfriend of mine wants to go vegan (again) and out of sheer goodwill and erm.. love, i figured i might as well try going vegan for a change. don't worry sweetie, you didn't pressurize me into being kind to animals, i only want to help in any way i can.

it's been awhile since i've entered a jamming studio and i must say that my experience today was quite an interesting one. sometimes i regret not working hard enough to pursue my musical aspirations but when i meet individuals who come together to make music, it really warms my heart to see how great a difference music can make to a person's life. music ain't always about the trills, arpeggios or inversions, it's also about feeling, passion and that distinguishing and unique touch of style.

i never want to have to play "never say goodbye" at your funeral so please, don't visit God before me. let's do it together coz' our love could very well be an eternity i can't live without.
darn, my internet connection screws up on me just when i'm in the mood to blog, as if my day wasn't bad enough. thank goodness my 21st birthday celebration cum BBQ was a success though. i admit that i informed my friends on quite a short notice but most of them turned up (with presents, heh) and i would like to say thank you very much for gracing the occasion. you guys made it a wonderful and memorable night for me. and thank you again for the lovely presents too. although i had a tiff with my parents earlier today, i guess i have to thank them for organizing this party for me. it's been a long time since i've had a proper birthday celebration.

to my significant other half (or so he claims because we aren't married - cheesy!), i couldn't be happier with you by my side. remember what we talked about yesterday? the pursuit for perfection is neverending, and quite vicious a cycle it is. but with you, you define perfection for me because baby, i'd choose you over everyone else. though sometimes you're too much of a "terrorist" and "coxter" for my liking, i'd say that those are the qualities that truly amaze yet amuse me all the time. there's so much more we haven't found out, and so much more we can achieve together as a couple. life's definitely more crazy with you and hell, i couldn't ask for more. "i'll be your water when you get thirsty, when you get drunk i'll be your wine" coz' honey, i love ya to bits. :)
a little reflection here.

i was on the bus home earlier and my friend asked me for my opinion (so that i can enter the "kingdom of gods") on whether he should get attached. funny thing is.. there was once a time in my life not too long ago that i did decide that singlehood was for the better since my search for love was rather unsuccessful and least to say, hopeless. besides the obvious "being all so jaded" reason/excuse, it was truly the lack of hope that held me back. fortunately (i hope my other half feels the same too), love came in unexpected ways during times of despair.. not that i was specifically looking for love back then (that's why it was unexpected.. duh). and i'm glad this relationship and person gave me more reason to put past troubles behind.. troubles that bothered me for a long time.

we'll learn and we'll grow together and perhaps one fine day, we might end up having a certain Stewie in our lives. :)
love doesn't make the world go round, money does. when we're experiencing a lack of money, we comfort ourselves by saying that money isn't the most important thing and that love is. well honestly, who cares whether money or love is the most important thing when the lack of both brings constant unhappiness?

love + no money = unhappiness
money + no love = less unhappiness

either way, the result is still unhappiness! i guess the only thing that can truly comfort me is that love can possibly conquer (almost) any difficulty if we all try hard enough. oh hard work! another pain in the ass.
you know, i never thought that small eyes could make a person look so unbelievably attractive.

i made two resolutions that concern my quality of life just this afternoon. the first one involves an old habit i stopped following some time back due to the lack of determination and time. yes, it's back to the gym! oouhh, my right lung kinda hurts. the second resolution is quite a strange one. you see, the matter at hand would never have crossed my mind; i'll explain. my coxter boyfriend of mine wants to go vegan (again) and out of sheer goodwill and erm.. love, i figured i might as well try going vegan for a change. don't worry sweetie, you didn't pressurize me into being kind to animals, i only want to help in any way i can.

it's been awhile since i've entered a jamming studio and i must say that my experience today was quite an interesting one. sometimes i regret not working hard enough to pursue my musical aspirations but when i meet individuals who come together to make music, it really warms my heart to see how great a difference music can make to a person's life. music ain't always about the trills, arpeggios or inversions, it's also about feeling, passion and that distinguishing and unique touch of style.

i never want to have to play "never say goodbye" at your funeral so please, don't visit God before me. let's do it together coz' our love could very well be an eternity i can't live without.