Thursday, March 09, 2006
worries.
i just realized that i've been blogging more often than usual this week. and since i don't blog unless i have blog-worthy material to offer (who wants to read about mundane everyday activities), it obviously means that i must be going through a difficult state of confusion, anxiety and minor depression right now. yeah, but then again.. who wants to read about how emo people can get? bleah.
recently, i've been worrying constantly about various things. an old love whom i thought wanted to move on in life without me wants to get back together because he's afraid that he'd lose me for good ever since i told him that i'm interested in someone else. my once emotional solace who could melt my heart has long departed from my life even though you're still standing right before me. so much for liking the wrong guy for the right reasons.. i think it'd be best to let me be an ice queen because it is the most i can be around you. to the one who can so easily bring a smile to my face without even being there at all.. i have a lot of doubts, but i sure hope everything will turn out fine. afterall, how could anyone ever think that a lighter could have sparked the beginning of a "scandal"? it's fascinating really.. haha.
for now, i just want to get through the exam period. *crosses fingers*
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