i have a feeling that this would be a long post.

first up is MR500. we were scheduled to meet at 11am at khatib mrt station for lunch before proceeding to yishun stadium for warm up before the race. on the night before, my dearest chairman gavin promptly informed everyone NOT TO BE LATE but instead was late himself. we had a quick lunch and dashed off to lower seletar reservoir for the race. my whole day was spent waiting around for the events to begin, snapping photos of my team members and running around to get a clear view of the race. though we didn't manage to get into the finals, i'm pretty darn sure that everyone in the race team did a very good job! it was great knowing that we broke the previous training timings. there's always room for improvement so let us soar to greater heights!

meeting him today after recieving his email was kinda strange. i felt rather weird initially but i did the right thing by not talking (often) to him throughout the whole day. it would probably be worse if i did because i'd feel like crap at the end of it all. seeing him made me realize how much more i hate being in this state, but it also reminds me of how important it is to move on from there. we are both looking for different things and unlucky as i always seem to be, i was too blinded and too dumb to realize what a fool i was from the very beginning. you led me on and caused me to be mistaken but love is hardly a game where you can win, especially when you (i) end up liking the wrong person for the right reasons. i'm fucking tired of disappointments already and in a way, i hoped that you wouldn't be one. clearly i was so wrong. someone told me that i should hold on and keep trying. but from the way i see it and the things you say to me, i don't think it would be a good idea to do so. it's too bad i'm not what you're looking for but that doesn't make me less of what i am. we are and will be friends, but for now, i can't look you in the eye and truly feel happy at all. i hope you will find what you're looking for. you gave me a sense of hope i haven't felt in such a long time and i'm grateful. but now i have to carry on walking down my path because you took a right turn and exited from it.

i have a feeling that this would be a long post.

first up is MR500. we were scheduled to meet at 11am at khatib mrt station for lunch before proceeding to yishun stadium for warm up before the race. on the night before, my dearest chairman gavin promptly informed everyone NOT TO BE LATE but instead was late himself. we had a quick lunch and dashed off to lower seletar reservoir for the race. my whole day was spent waiting around for the events to begin, snapping photos of my team members and running around to get a clear view of the race. though we didn't manage to get into the finals, i'm pretty darn sure that everyone in the race team did a very good job! it was great knowing that we broke the previous training timings. there's always room for improvement so let us soar to greater heights!

meeting him today after recieving his email was kinda strange. i felt rather weird initially but i did the right thing by not talking (often) to him throughout the whole day. it would probably be worse if i did because i'd feel like crap at the end of it all. seeing him made me realize how much more i hate being in this state, but it also reminds me of how important it is to move on from there. we are both looking for different things and unlucky as i always seem to be, i was too blinded and too dumb to realize what a fool i was from the very beginning. you led me on and caused me to be mistaken but love is hardly a game where you can win, especially when you (i) end up liking the wrong person for the right reasons. i'm fucking tired of disappointments already and in a way, i hoped that you wouldn't be one. clearly i was so wrong. someone told me that i should hold on and keep trying. but from the way i see it and the things you say to me, i don't think it would be a good idea to do so. it's too bad i'm not what you're looking for but that doesn't make me less of what i am. we are and will be friends, but for now, i can't look you in the eye and truly feel happy at all. i hope you will find what you're looking for. you gave me a sense of hope i haven't felt in such a long time and i'm grateful. but now i have to carry on walking down my path because you took a right turn and exited from it.